Don’t talk to me. Don’t bother me. I’ll end up crying, trying to explain my point. I need to vent to people who wont tell me, “When…If… it doesn’t work out, don’t come running to me.”
Idk what I want to do. I have an idea but one stupid little thing, which is actually kind of a big thing, is messing everything up. It is standing in the way of a 100% decision and I just don’t know. I’m realizing a passion, but taking this risk is pretty huge and would be a waste of my time, money, and hard effort.
I don’t want to hear what some people say, even though I know, very well, it is a possibility. Anyways, thanks to a very insightful and delicious dinner at Olive Garden, I have just strengthened my desire but one factor still stands in the way, and I don’t think that it will ever go away.
I need to be 110% sure about this, which I still am far from….Lord, I pray that you open my eyes to this. Whatever you want for me, help me to see it through with my hope set in You. Give me something, something to let me know that this is what I am supposed to do, this is what I truly want…All in your name, Amen.